Would you really rush out for me now.

To want none or want it all.

Never asked for things to be this way, never asked for anything like this, never asked for endless and pointless arguments, never asked for you or me to be perfect, never asked to downgrade everything, never asked for being hot tempered, never asked for all of this. But things happened and the best thing to do is to accept what has happened completely. Accept that it has became this way, accept that sometimes things are not so great.
But I wish, I just wish and my only wish is for us to appreciate each other's existence, as a human being who has feelings, different stages of feelings, variety of it, very very complex. No, everything is simple but it became complex because we chose to be it. 
We all get tired, eventually. But to end things because we are tired of all the pointless arguments, no it wont happen.
We have problems within ourselves, we have to admit that even we hate to admit that. 


But the rule, there's no rule. There are only three things : compromising,accepting,executing.


Compromise : we take care of each other's feelings, we all have feelings. Sometimes feelings can be very uncontrollable, so we take care of each other's feelings. we dont dwell, we dont sweat, we just take care and compromise.


Accepting : Accept that we all have that kind of personality, the worst trait that we dont even want but we have it. So we keep it aside, accept that we all have that kind of trait and we seal it, we be happy, we go to the happy side. Keep the dark side in a box, we dont need it.We dont need it at all.


Executing : 1,2,3 launch ourselves. Just live life as it is, just be happy with each other, just be goddamn happy. 




As much as you deny, I accepted you for who you are despite what you did, I accepted it because no matter what you are already here. It'll be the same thing with different person if we dont compromise,accept,execute within. So I chose this way, but please see me standing here right infront of you too. I am not invisible, and I am not invicible. Can you see me? Appreciate my existence, it is not not not not hard! 

And if it’s over

I wonder what’s it over for

And are we so small that we can’t handle more?

And when it’s over

And when you lay your hammer down

If you can love me you’ll be the very best thing I’ve found.

One bright moment is all I ask.

Every single conversation makes me fall for you more and and more and more, it keeps on increasing or either steady but never decreasing.

My heart can still go up to 300km/j even up til now, for me I am just glad to have your presence here.

It's good that I can see you everyday, though it will end one day and you will move to other place I hope this feeling is mutual no matter what!

Via Tumblr :

"Relationships are similar to a book. If you can't stay on the same page, you'll never be able to finish the story"

"Don't try to understand everything. Because sometimes it's not meant to be understood, but to be accepted."

"When a heart is true, there's no need for words because even in a silence, love can be heard."

"Good relationships don't just happen. They take time, patience and two people getting through all the hard times together."

"To keep a relationship with love: Admit it whenever you're wrong, and when you're right, shut up."

"When you focus on the past you're just relieving it. Let go and move foward."

"Love takes effort and acceptance. It won't always be a happy ride, because love hurts when it's real."

OTH :

"When things are really special it makes it that much harder to let go.”

"As long as I have you... nothing else matters."

"I'm thankful for you. Not just today, every day."

"I learned the important people, the important things... they don't go away."

"You've taught me to trust, how to let someone in, and what it truly means to fall in love."

“I find myself wondering who I was before us.”

"Falling out of love hurts like hell, but falling in love…there's nothing better. It's the best it ever gets.”

"Whoever my first was, wasn’t nearly as important as my last."

"It's a special thing, saying 'I love you' to people you love. Because you never know when you'll lose them, or when they'll lose you."

♥ ♥

Nice and Slow.

HELLO.

Omai, no update for February? I am sorry blog, I have abandoned you for a month.

Nothing much happened during my absence in February, except there might be some good news happening in March, I dont know I'm hoping for the best insyAllah. I am on the edge of a thin ice already so I really hope something will come and save me.

On a sidenote,

This is a note for someone ;

Though I dont understand a single thing about the sport that you play (but I always try to come and watch you play) , for you I will.

Though I dont listen to Radio and I hate to listen to Malay songs (I seriously dont know why I hate it but I always try to make myself listen to things that you like because you like it, so I guess it'd be nice if I make myself listen to the songs too when I am with u), for you I will.

Though I dont like to say sorry (even if I'm the one who make the mistakes, and I like to argue but to think that it's not good to argue, I learn to apologize and understand situations from all perspectives), for you I will.

Though my favourite food is burger at Chili's (but something happened to you, you were sick after that and I felt real bad, I promise that I will try not to make us eat at Chili's anymore) , for you I will.

I never felt this good before, when I found you feels like I found myself. For the first time, I found someone I hate leaving, I found someone that I can't get enough off. It's just, I look at you & I see the kind of person I want to share my life with. That is all that matters. fights are nothing when love is involved though we sometimes argue :) Up til today, thank you. Thank you.

It's March already :)

"The answers that you're looking for are closer than you think. They're in your heart. And in the hearts of those who love you." - OTH

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