6.12.11

Expiration Date.

Biarlah pura-pura gembira pun, janji nampak gembira.

Biarlah pura-pura tak marah pun, janji tak marah sesiapa.

Biarlah pura-pura gelak, janji tak buat orang lain gelak sorang-sorang.

Biarlah pura-pura suka buat kelakar, janji tak yah tunjuk-tunjuk rasa depress.

Biarlah pura-pura excited, janji tak buat orang lain kecewa.

Biarlah pura-pura tak kisah, tapi sebenarnya kisah janji tak buat situasi.

Biarlah pura-pura nak makan tu ini, janji tak nampak tak ada selera.

Biarlah pura-pura tak marah, tapi sebenarnya sebab malas nak ckp tu ckp ni. So kalau nak bahan pun okay,takde hal, I'm invincible like reaaaal steeel.

Biarlah pura-pura buat suka tu suka ni, janji tak buat orang2 tanya kenapa tak suka ni kenapa tak suka tu.

Biarlah pura-pura ada masa, tapi sebenarnya tak ada masa janji dpt tolong sapa2 yang nak mintak tolong, nak mintak nasihat ke nak suruh dengar ke, yes I am here I'll try to make time, I always do.

Biarlah pura-pura tak sibuk walau sebenarnya sibuk, janji orang tak ckp bukan bukan.


Bukan maksudnya hidup dalam kepura-puraan, cuma rasa senang hati dapat adakan masa untuk orang-orang.

Biarlah pura-pura tak ada masalah tapi masalah bertimbun-timbun.



Tak yah lah nak bgtau ada problem apa ke problem tu ke, life...what we can do about it, even if we already tried our very best, who knows what we will get. Teruskan doa dan minta petunjuk dari Allah. Kuatkan hati sendiri walaupun susah nak kuatkan hati diri sendiri, tapi hati orang lain tau plak nak kuatkan.


If I could, I would. Escape to somewhere that is really far, and it is happening now in my mind.
I still think, keeping everything aside and inside, is the best that I can do. I dont want to deal with questions, I'll just tell about the happy things, perkara perkara lain selain perkara menggembirakan letak tepi simpan dalam kotak biar je sampai berhabuk, tak ada hal pun mmg selalu pun buat macam ni kalau bagitahu pun lagi melemahkan semangat.


Words? Not everyone is good with it but as long as we know what to say, then I guess it's okay.




and this is from Tablo, waaw great a song that I can really relate myself to:

"Even if I look at the clock
I don’t have time, goodbye now
Even if I look at the calendar
I don’t have any memories now

*I’m afraid I’ll be a book that no one reads
Music that no one listens to anymore
I’m afraid I’ll be abandoned like a movie playing in an empty theater

Even if I look at the phone
I don’t have any relationships now
Even if I look into the mirror
In there, there’s no confidence now"




That is basically it.

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