We were given so much and we let it go.

Saying goodbye is hard, I know it's hard. Been there done that but atleast we get the opportunity to say it , we get to say something before it ends.

You know people come and go in our life, nothing remains. People will always come and go in your life whether those are the people that you hate or you love.

I am thankful that I got the chance to meet nice people that have entered my life, at least for awhile. Sometimes I wonder why these nice people have to go, I know they didnt entirely leave me behind but its just that I dont get to see or keep in touch regularly with them anymore. Like suddenly poof, they're not here for you like how they used to be.

The worst thing is that I didnt even get the chance to properly say goodbye and wish them luck personally - you know like face to face. Those people made me feel comfortable and confident, they have helped me alot when life was being mean to me so why I missed the chance to say goodbye and thank you and everything that I should say? Was it because I will cry?

More people will be leaving me behind in the future, I wish that I can say goodbye to them properly.

I know no one will remains but atleast, I want to say goodbye because when people say "dont worry even if Im not here, this is not the end" , because it is the end. when people say "we will still be friends" , no we will not be friends like how we used to. when people say "don't be sad, we will meet up whenever we're free okay" , no because we will never be free anymore. You know that feeling? That leaving means it ends.

So, I hope that I can have the chance to properly say goodbye because no matter how hard it will be I want to say goodbye to those people who will leave me behind in the future.

This feeling, is the worst.

Red Heart

Hey Rosetta!